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ARGHHHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. i cant stop crying man... i dono why.. never cried in many many days ler.. i guess things are jus getting to me.... recently.. its been miserable liking him.. today.. i saw him wif shi ya agn.. that sucks man.. hmm... me liking him has never been abt telling him.. or even dreaming of him steading me.. i noe its utterly impossible.. but it still hurts lyk hell... esp when he tells me... that emma said i act cute.. and that he tinks so too... man did that hurt or wad... and he din wanna explain it to me.. said it was sensitive.. i'm gonna change man... never ever act cute to anyone liao. i must try my best. oh man.. this sUCks alot. i cant stop crying.. i dont even know why.. maybe its cos he tinks that way of me.. or maybe its cos i cant accept that i suck. arGh. this is giving me hell... and yet i cant deny my feelings fer him and jus ignore wad he said..